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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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Ayes, it's Friday! And i'm not feeling a slightest tinge of happiness. LOL! Not only that, but went without lunch (starving now), slept like three whole hours, cried in some room/corner & my head's about to burst.

How's that for you? Haha! *brains splattering out and all the slimes etc etc* xD

Ignore that last bit. lol. But yeah, damn emo-ed? And yeah. No one bothered anyways. wOopeE. Anyways, walked from Bukit Batok Interchange all the way home. (that's FOUR BUS STOPS!) Hah. Wasn't really sure why I did it too. Just felt like it, i guess? Den just went without lunch, showered & hit the bed. (my head was really hurting lar) So yeah. Just woke up not long ago and, blogging right now.

Should be (most probably 99.99%) missing the fireworks tonight. Durga couldn't go all of a sudden~ Guess everyone is stressed 'bout projects and all. :/ As for me, I SO badly (you don't know how BADLY i want to) wanna just not give a 'sheett' bout those projects. [hahaha. Finally! It's out of my mouth! phew] Just damn 'blurred' right now, at this moment. Even forgot that Wednesday's WAD CA until Shar/Jehan mentioned it.

Intoxicated.

Screws and drivers! How is it possible that someone so close to you (your brainwaves just make it seem that way lar -.-), can eventually come to a point in hurting you so bad? I, seriously am at a dead end in what to do bout you. There's just LOADS that i wanna say to you, yet I don't know what exactly i wanna say. I wanna say "I just don't care. Don't wanna lose you like this.." but at the same time, "No, I can't."

I'm mad. My thoughts are consuming me! HAHAHA. *images* Just SO wanna drop eh-verie-thing (and i do mean all of it) and just walk away. "Just walk awaae. Just walk awaaeeeeay." LOL.

Sounds too easy ehs? lol.

Nahs, just don't bother 'bout this entry. (noone does anyways. ha!) Seriously, don't you people care? Or what? I stepped on your toes again? Whatever the case is, just drop it and (can't believe i'm saying this but,) care?

Yep. C-A-R-E. Haha. Sheett. Now i'm feeling like somebody. -.- grrrrrrrrrrrr.

Nahs, i'm all dry on emotions & text. Have a great weekend.