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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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These two days have been 'urgh': I'm just so fed up with stuff la. Know it isn't as if my whole life is doomed or anything, but it (the people) just affect me greatly. Greatly, greatly, GREATLY.

I feel that as if even i were to scream my lungs out & cry, no1 would hear me.

It's that bad. haha. It is.

Ain't like the usual me who uses loads of 'LOL!, hahas, rofl' laughing terms etc etc, right? lol. I guess behind every smile or even, deep within a person, there's loads we don't know bahs. [i'm not making sense again, am i? lol] I don't know.

I really don't. These people, my parents. and something else.

Always thought to have a good marriage would mean not having any problems and all. But this is life. A good marriage is one that two people work 2gether to minimize all their problems and love each other. Why can't my parents understand that? All she knows is that she's had enough. All he knows is to stick to whatever he's brought up to stick to. All they know is how to aggrevate the situation. All i know is how to just give up and cry.

And all you know is how to vanish again and again...

Sheet.Shucks. I think i really need to go for retail therapy or something. :/ sigh. Hmmms. at least it isn't THAT bad lar. (: At least I still have you guys reading this. [i hope] lol.

Slapped my earphones on when i started this entry. So wanna blast the music. [but for the wellsake of my precious ears, (x i didn't] crapp la me. Dinner sucked. & i'm uber bored right now. SO wanna go out. But the thought of where to go just diminishes all strength to step out of the house. Den. Staying in it (my house) just kills me more.

I just need time la. (grr. she's mopping the floor now) Hopefully, it'll all be better tomorrow? (; sigh.

Hope-fully.

-Thank You for the strength to blog.-