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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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Just checked & calculated the number of days since my last entry: five.

That's how long it lasted. Everything. Inside my head. Family. The loss-of-words-to-describe-anything-to-anyone feel.

It sucked. :/ *sigh* Oh. Shar, Nat, Jehan, Dee. Thanks for helping me feel better in a way yea? (serious. you guys kinda helped.), sorry (to anyone) whom i couldn't talk bout what's happening. Just couldn't put it all into words. [and they say if you can write or talk bout what happened, you have healed.]

Really? Really really. (x I haven't tho. Not entirely lar.

But.

*sighs* Feeling much better la. (thank God for that!) (;

Anyways, got tagged to do this. So.. Yeah. Here it goes:

Name 20 names, you can think of, right now. DON'T read the questions until you have named all of them! Also [at the end], choose five 'lucky' peeps to do this. (x

#1. Dee
#2. Kelly Clarkson (rofl! what. i can think of her only mahs.)
#3. Nat
#4. Shar
#5. Jehan
#6. Mom
#7. Dad
#8. Azmi (he just appeared online. lol)
#9. Yani [miss ya!]
#10. Bobby, my dog.
#11. Whey, my 2nd youngest cousin..
#12. Hanson
#13. Elijah
#14. John
#15. Fath
#16. Kelvin
#17. Yifeng
#18. Ernest
#19. Shu hui
#20. Leong

Questions

How did you meet 14? -john-
Ehs. Church? lol. [just not in da mood for creative answers now. paiseh arhs.]

What would you do if you never met 1? -dee-
Just carry on wit life? [i won't feel a thing if i didn't noe her mahs. as in. you wun feel anything cuz u nv met her?] -.- But, think miss out on knowing her lor. And probably wun be able to find some1 to crapp as much? (: lol.

What if 9 and 20 dated? -yani & leong-
WA. erm. erm. lols. No comments. rofl. (x

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? -my momma & yifeng-
EWW. NO! lols. Den i hafta call 17 'dad'. x.X

Describe 3. -nat-
haha. A really good friend? Listens. Talks nonsense with me. (and vice versa) Is super nice. Is AHEM with *ahem ahem ahem*! wahahahaha. xD My junior. And, scores good in exams? oh! and has pesky brothers!! :X lol.

Is 8 attractive? -azmi lor..-
ehs. -.- scroll up and look. Not sure. lol. Depends on individual lar.

Describe 7. -jehan-
LOL. Someone who contributed in making me. +) Forty-four this year. Crazy lar he. Sigh. But he's a good dad, i guess.

Do you know Number 12's family? -hanson-
Yups. Parents. Cousins too. [same church mahs]

What would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you? -ernest-
eeEeeeeeEeee..

What language does 15 speak? -fath-
Human? rofl.

Who is 14 going out with? -john-
LOL! For me to know, and for you to find out. rofl.

How old is 16? -kelvin-
Twenty?

When was the last time you spoke to 13? -elijah-
Spoke, not sure. SMS, this morn.

Who is 2's fav. band or singer? -kelly clarkson-
Ehs. Herself? LOL. seriously, don't know.

Would you ever date 4? -sha-
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Would you ever date 1? -dee-
Maybe. lol. [didn't know i'm boyfriend material seh] really. thought i was only friend material. :X But yeah. might.

Is 15 single? -fath-
err. i guess.

Is 19 your good friend? -shu hui-
Yeah. ((: lol.

What's 10's last name? -my dog-
errr. Dog, i guess. lol.

Would you get involved with 11? -cousin whey-
CHOY! Underage seh. Guy somemore. -.- dots.

School of 3. -nat-
Same as me. Clementi College. [nat! get your armour. got people stalk you liaos! (x haha.]

Where does 6 live? -mom-
Same roof as me, unfortunately. rofl. no lar. jkjk.

What's your favourite thing bout 5? -jehan, agains! lol-
BIG things come in small packages! WHAAHAHAHAHA. xD haha. no offense. It's a good point.

Have you seen 2 naked before? -kelly clarkson-
Nope. If i had, long gotten sued liaos lor. Seen 9 naked before though. rofl! (inside joke) lol.

Five 'lucky' people to do this.
Abby.
Andrea.
Shu hui!
Jehan.
Fath.

Waaa. FINALLY DONE WITH IT! grr. Haven't eaten anything so far today seh. lol. I'm DRAIN-ed liao. (x