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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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Ayes. The volcano has erupted today. [Erupted here la. not in front of anyone.] Something i blogged when i wasn't thinking and all, just now.

So, yeah. Glance through.

I'm hit by the PMS bug.

Seriously, i'm fed up. Fed up with the way you talk to me at times. As if you don't even give a DAMN TOOOT. Seriously, what on earth do you [all] want? Trust? We've given it to you by letting you guys do it. Damn. Just hate it la. It isn't wrong to approach us when you need help. But DON'T give us your shits to clear. Den when you have no shitties for us to clear, you just don't inform fath or myself.

That's how i feel.

And if you're sitting in front of your screen, wondering why on earth i'm saying all these?

Firstly, less than fifteen May intake people came; half jan intake people came. And when i got some feedback, it was "Oh.. some people felt that it was the same thing over and over agains." [and no, it isn't from nat.] SHUCKs. what on earth do you want me to do? When you don't tell me bout meetings and all? Didn't it ever occur to you that i might have stuffs to remind them bout too?

To top it ALL up, these people start saying "Oh.. How i wish *someone* was around...." IN FRONT OF SOME OF THE EXCOS AND MYSELF.

Toot-ed toots.

And nope, not saying that you shouldn't (miss him/her). But somehow, it just doesn't sound right to say that infront of us? Or behind of us, for that matter? Cuz it sounds that we, the remaining Excos can't cater to your every need? Don't you know that people will be somewhat affected?

The two of you just speak. Like nobody's business.

Mayb we shouldn't have just entrusted you with the whole matter.

I'm not thinking when i blogged this.

So, just don't bother bout it. [if you feel this entry's crap] Sighs.

I'm not fcuked up that i'm doing this without -someone- / i have loads to do / i'm too sensitive / i think too much / whatever yadda yadda reason, but i'm SO fcuked up with TWO PEOPLE themselves.

Sighs. Thank God I'm feeling better now. :/ Was really so flared up just now la. phew.

Felt so ashamed [sounds silly, but yeah.] of the Angry Me seh. It's like, i wasn't thinking. just fuming. and fuming. Like an overflowing kettle with hot, boiling h2O. Whistling to be turned off.

Anyways, thank You loads. for calming me down. (: