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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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Heys. It's bout 3.40pm now, Wednesday. Haven't eaten much 2day. Didn't go for this morning's event.

Heys. Psps. For not being able to go this morning. [just was so drained & didn't wanna be PMS-sic etc etc.] sorry~ Haiz.

Kinda hungry sia. lols. [ate onli a dumpling this whole day!] hahas. ); sobs.

At least i'm feeling slightly better now. (; phew.

Slept alot just now. -.- Ain't even sure why i'm feeling all these feelings.

Honestly, i feel quite dumb to be so dependent on people around me. SMS-ing them whether they're going dinner, waiting for hours after my classes [on most days] for friends to end class. Feel like an idiot. An ass. [it's just my head talking. not me.] Den when i get home, it's like so late.

Den reality steps in : all the projects. exhaustedness. everything.

Nono. Not saying i shouldn't be nice or what. Just fed up. With people. With myself.

Don't even noe how i'm gonna get thru all this.

Yeah, there's God. But. It's times like these, when u try ur hardest to find some1 to hold ur hand to walk u thru all of it. [nono. not saying u guys aren't good la. crazie. lol. it's just a different issue?] sighs. Don't mean to offend any1 ok?

The people around me, are great. It's just that there's a difference from good friends and some1 who will hold ur hand and walk wit u thru all those.

I don't know. Mayb it's my head speaking [in this entry].

Don't bother bout this entry, if it doesn't make sense yea?

Thanks for bearing with this super long entry. (; haha.

Didn't meant to sound like some psycho or anyone la! HAHA. Just not thinking when i blog 2day. psps arhs.

Hear me.