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The Transformation, Catherine Chidgey

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*snifs* lols. *grins* Mom's FINALLY COOKING AGAIN!!! yay! hahas. x] Been ages since she last cooked. wa. super hungry [and exhausted. all thanks to toopid bobbi. kaoz.] X Aniwaes, caught Yu Le Bai Fen Bai.. Just slacked at the sofa for approx. an hr. LOLS.

Stars [or celebrities in fact.] are actually real REAL ppl. Just occured to me bahs. tt behind all the concerts, records, albums, recordings, signing of autographs; they're actually like you and me. It's just their occupation lo. [same as any one of us...] hmms. hope i make sense. lols. Aniwaes, wat's my point...? [hahas. i'm asking myself the same thing..] ehs. dunno. but just felt like writing it out lo. LOLS. Just find that paparazzi can't let them go bahs. and keep watching them like hawks for them to make mistakes. dots. ppl make mistakes lo. give them a break lo. haiz.

It's so hard to be yourself, who you realli are; but so easy to be some1 else. Whys? Even me, i'm struggling with that sometimes. hahas. Wanna be somebody. Wanna be somebody. Wanna BE somebody. But. I wanna be Me too. I guess everyone's afraid of tt bahs. [as in. be urself.] Cuz it's not certain that the public/pplarnd u, will love/or even like you for who you are. Who you realli are. Tt's the world. I guess the onli place tt we can be accepted is in Heaven. lols. [ehs. i might sound like some gay-society promotor. but i AM NOT! Not even gay. dots. so drop that tot! x) I'm normal hor!] hahas.

Speaking of which, I'm lost. well. not realli lost. but, just muddled bahs. Den alwaes falling for the wrong person at the wrong time. and. even when there's da chance, i can't seize it. hahas. Now, this is when i realli wish tt i'm SOMEBODY. hahs. guess that's why everything falls to this: We are afraid. of the Real Us inside. it just differs. individually. how afraid you are.haiz.